pilomath (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} pilomath) wrote,@ 2006-10-13 13:29:00 |
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seriously, eoys are UBER BAD reflections on the standards of our capabilities in subjects. yeah, i suppose hard work is supposed to get you everywhere, cuz there's that 99% hard work and 1% intelligence thingy, but how is that supposed to help you for languages? URGH. as elated as i am for my chinese, which is not exactly exceptional but nothing short of a miracle for me (yeah that's how bad it is), language arts was superbly disppointing. GOD it was sucky, as in i know i should just accept and LEARN but it's that moment when you just can't help feeling that you should have done better instead of regretting now and everything.
i suppose i deserve it, seeing as i put in much less effort compared to others, not that you should go around comparing how hard you worked compared to others, but yeah that's my guage, and started revision uber late (yes, preparing for the paper one day before the exam is DEFINITELY not the way to go) and just generally slacked off in corrections and stuff, which also means that i hardly learnt from my mistakes. then there's the pressure thingy and all. i seriously need to keep my writing to ONE HOUR max, cuz URGH i don't have three days to ponder and choose appropriate words and vett during an exam. not to mention that i have a tendency to go into long LONG essays for a ONE mark question for compre.
yeah but what's over is over, and i shouldn't be hanging on to stuff that can't be changed, but it's just so disappointing you know? i feel like i've totally let mrs s. down, and as much as my bro is kinda comforting over the fact that it's ok, there's still that nagging feelign that is GOD SO IRRITATING that i should TRIED HARDER. but ARGH, i should stop this.
on the other hand, I LOVE CHINESE. haha not really, but i'm pretty damn proud of it. but yeah, shan't gloat. feels weird. but yeah, CHEN CHI STOP SUANING MY CHINESE. it's not THAT bad yet. XP
haha i shouldn't be so hung over marks, but o yeah, that seems to be the only excitement in my life. o well, i need a life.
and rachel, if you ever see this...I'M UPDATING. haha cuz i totally LOVE this skin, so yeah, DON'T TAKE IT AWAY. XD
i suppose i deserve it, seeing as i put in much less effort compared to others, not that you should go around comparing how hard you worked compared to others, but yeah that's my guage, and started revision uber late (yes, preparing for the paper one day before the exam is DEFINITELY not the way to go) and just generally slacked off in corrections and stuff, which also means that i hardly learnt from my mistakes. then there's the pressure thingy and all. i seriously need to keep my writing to ONE HOUR max, cuz URGH i don't have three days to ponder and choose appropriate words and vett during an exam. not to mention that i have a tendency to go into long LONG essays for a ONE mark question for compre.
yeah but what's over is over, and i shouldn't be hanging on to stuff that can't be changed, but it's just so disappointing you know? i feel like i've totally let mrs s. down, and as much as my bro is kinda comforting over the fact that it's ok, there's still that nagging feelign that is GOD SO IRRITATING that i should TRIED HARDER. but ARGH, i should stop this.
on the other hand, I LOVE CHINESE. haha not really, but i'm pretty damn proud of it. but yeah, shan't gloat. feels weird. but yeah, CHEN CHI STOP SUANING MY CHINESE. it's not THAT bad yet. XP
haha i shouldn't be so hung over marks, but o yeah, that seems to be the only excitement in my life. o well, i need a life.
and rachel, if you ever see this...I'M UPDATING. haha cuz i totally LOVE this skin, so yeah, DON'T TAKE IT AWAY. XD
